A Singular Self

People often wonder why I am so passionate about helping people open up their potential. With your kind permission I share a little of my story with you. Well, I used to struggle with not knowing who I was, what I wanted for myself, let alone how to get there. If you know someone who has dealt with living an unfulfilling life, you know how horrible it can be. I can still remember a sunny day in the spring of 2011. I had studied psychology on and off for six years now and was really tired of it. On that day I came out of the faculty building and had just finished my last exam. I had a panic attack and felt like everything was coming to an end. I knew that I failed the exam and had therefore to do it again in half a year. That meant disappointment for my parents, shame before my friends, preparing another six months for something I loathed. I was feeling absolutely low. At that time, I also slept and ate in a really unhealthy way, had nothing to show for, no vision of my future and ...

Ma teen head ja väldin halba. Teadlikult.   Ma olen A.A.T.E. M.O.N.T.: Armastav. Aus. Terviklik. Ehe. Mitte-kurtev. Optimistlik. Naeratav. Tänulik.   See on minu elustiil.   Vahel siin, vahel seal. Täpselt siis, kui tajun, et on keegi, kes vajab midagi, mida mul on anda.   Mitte alati. Vahest ka mõtlemata.   See võib olla naeratus. See võib olla münt. See võib olla küsimus. Või vastus. Ehk isegi pilk. Ja tegu.   Endale. Armsamale. Sõbrale, kolleegile, võõrale. Loodusele. Maale. Sulle.   Sinu sees on vägi ja jõud ja võimekus. Tema sees on see sama allikas, kuigi tema vägi, jõud ja võimekus on teine.       Ma olen ühenduses Sinuga ja temaga. Oleme üks ja oleme kolm. Oleme 7499 miljonit ja oleme üks.   Heategu peitub hetkes, mil kasutad seda, mis Sinu sees, ...

Unbelievable how hard it is to change myself. Trying to build habits that resonate in my mind with what I want and need should be easy, right? I see the need for improvement - the why , I know how I should approach it and I have the solutions on paper - the what . But every conceivable old habit is working against acquiring new ones. I haven't written for a long while now. Although I honestly believe that putting finger on keyboard helps me to expand on my ideas. The good thing though is, that in the meanwhile I've found my "Why" - the purpose, cause or belief why I do what I do. I've put into words the meaning of my being and trying to work with it as much as possible; like using a tool. Here it is - my purpose in life: To help people open up their ideas so that they may live a happier and more fulfilled life. ... a big step towards my singular self. Months ago, to be precise on the 4th of March , I joined a writing challenge. I failed it, becau...